AS IT IS TODAY
It has now been a good 20 years since I have done any type of public work where my psychic ability goes. I haven't given a reading, taught a class, held a lecture or conducted a church service since then. In 1987 my health started to really go down hill and in 1989 I had foot surgery and had cast on both legs and feet which kept me in bed for near to 6 months. I had also found out I had, in the past two slight heart attacks. The old story of physician heal thyself also goes for psychic's who are trying to heal themselves. I think God wanted me to stop working where I was, which was in a plastic's factory, for the fumes caused a lot of damage to my lungs, and my overall body. I believe that because I was so sensitive to everything that I drew a lot of the poisons from the air into my body and not knowing about them there they stayed more so then most of the people I worked with. Although a lot of others have health problems from there, too. If you don't listen to what God is trying to tell you he seems to have a way of getting your attention one way or another. At that point in time my whole life changed again and I went from a person who had always been very active to a sedate life style. It was harder to walk and I couldn't walk for any distance. It takes a lot of energy to do psychic work of any kind. It always seemed to really zap my energy at times when working the last few fairs I did, but after sitting for 8 or more hours reading for a different person every 15 minutes can put a strain on the fittest. The day after I always had flu like symptoms. And it really got to me when all their questions they wanted answered was about a boyfriend or a personal relationship, not about spirit, how to find god or what I felt was important things. Then in 1993 I found I had breast cancer. You will find this story on another part of this web site. So there is no need to tell the story twice but after that I had recurrent problems with edemia in my left arm and it was at the point where the doctors were telling me I might loose my arm.
That was when Michael Cronin came over here from England on other business and happen to get ahold of me. He set up some time to spend with me and one night I had my sister and her husband drop me off where he was staying. He put me in a deep trance like meditation and worked with me with healing and laying on of hands. In a trace state you loose tract of time and become unaware of what goes on around you. This time I remember I went deeper then ever before and was not even aware when my sister and husband came back and quietly entered the room and sat down towards the back. Mike had to talk to me several minutes to bring me back from that deep of a state of mind. BY the next day my left arm had swollen, turned red and I was hospitalized and put on the usual IV antibiotics. It seemed to be worse then ever before, but as I was to find out it was the last time I have had any trouble with it. It has been at least 10 years now and I have repeated the story to many of my doctors who believe it was the healing session that Mike did that put an end to it. Was it a combination of his healing and mine that did it? I think it was we always did work well together and we have a special spiritual relationship. Something that only comes along maybe once or twice in a lifetime. There was no sexual relationship but a deeper more mental and spiritual bonding. People talk about having one soul mate as being found in their husband or wife but I believe you can have more then one special bond that is spiritual that is not founded on a sexual bond and if you happen to be fortunate enough to find all of it in one person, then you have found something very few have ever found.
I have a very strong faith today not only in healing but in spiritual powers. I trust my life and guidance completely in God. Do I think all the people who say they are psychics really are? No, the claims made by many are false and you will have to judge for your self who and what to believe. But the main thing is to keep an open mind. Anyone can tell you they see spirits or can tell your future and of course want a lot of money for it or just be bragging, beware of them until you feel sure or they can prove themselves to you with out a shadow of a doubt for a true psychic can tell you exact details of things they have no way of knowing, not just general information. Listen to them carefully see what they have to say and weigh it out. Some psychics don't like to be challenged or have to prove anything to anyone. I never did. I will answer questions you ask but I won't prove to you I am right that's something you will have to do , prove it to yourself. I won't try to convince someone of something that they really don't want to be convinced of, but just want to give you a hard time. Names and dates are hard to be exact with. But other things are not.
Since I have been cancer free for 16 years this Sept, 2009 I have been diagnosed as having a miner stroke, arthritis, diabetes,copd,sleep apnea,overweight,high blood pressure and I wear glasses. But I keep on going and hope to live to at least 97, it will take me that long to finish this web site the way I want to.
I now have things come up daily that either show me what way to go or not to. And I don't always share it with others unless it is compelling for me to. I don't have the push or the desire to do readings for others and my healing is done very quietly. I add people to my prayer list or say special prayers and send them healing with the positive thought that if you believe nothing is impossible. To keep a positive good outlook on life helps. And know that God is always there even in what seems to be your darkest time, and only God can heal but he can send healing through some of the people on earth. It's not really the psychic or healer that does anything but they are just sensitive to God's whispered word. On the top of my doctors prescription's it reads "God is the healer"
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