Eulogy to Grandma
by: Jessica Reed
April 10, 2004
1st United Methodist Church
Emporia, KS
The intentions of this gathering were to celebrate life. My grandmother, Carol
Sue Brown, was to turn 64 today. And there is not one person in this room that
will disagree with me when I say; in all 64 years, she brought so much to so
many people.
I would still like to celebrate today, but it is for her passing into a better
place. As we all know, the past 2 years she has suffered terribly trying to
fight a losing battle. My grand-mother is ANYTHING, but a weak woman.
About 18 years ago, she was diagnosed with a tumor in the left side of her
brain. But she refused to give in. She was still young, and had a lot more life
to live. Along with a brand new grand child to watch grow. Her struggle was
successful, and a year later she was cancer free. Although she lost her ability
to read and write, it wasn’t all for the worse. I remember spending hours in the
backroom, laying on the bed reading to her. My grand-mother and I had a very
strong bond. I spent every summer visiting when she would take me to Camp
Alexander and swimming lessons. I have many memories growing up of her. For some
reason I was very special to her. I was her little Jessi Marie. These past two
years have been hard for me. I rarely visited her before I moved in, not for the
fact that I didn’t wish to see her, but because every time I left she would cry.
And every time I left I was afraid that that would be the last time I would see
her. She pushed through, fighting as much as she could. Finally, it was too
much. She did not deserve to suffer as she did. All she did was bring happiness
and love to so many lives: As a wife, a mother, a sister, a daughter, a
caregiver, a grand-mother and a friend.
I would like to celebrate today, celebrate all that she brought to this world,
and the impact she made when she left it.